Over the last decades a generational conflict has
been developing in the missionary community that,
like so many frictions in the church, has had the
advantage of entailing a potential for growth instead
of being only a dividing factor. The debate had to
do with the relative level of commitment between the
old school of missionary work, which still considered
missions as a lifelong calling, and the newer missionaries
who came to the field for just another step on a flexible
and somewhat less predictable career path. While the
older generation saw what seemed like a lack of commitment
and definite calling in the approach of younger missionaries,
the latter defended themselves with appeals to the
nature of the current job market in general. Efforts
were made to console the missions patriarchs on the
basis that the whole world has changed, and that any
vocation that was once considered lifelong is now
generally approached in a less committal way. Statistics
were cited about how many times the average person
changes their career path nowadays, about job security
being lessened and depending on a person's flexibility
and willingness to embrace change, and about the benefits
of maintaining a general spirit of mobility in any
enterprise, including world missions.
This, of course, is only one side of the argument.
There are serious problems with missionary work that
is performed as just another step on the career path.
How will missionaries become motivated to study the
language and culture of their host countries if they
do not expect to stay for longer than a few years?
How will they deal with adversity if they are not
certain that they have followed a calling that they
embrace with a commitment similar to that attached
to a wedding vow? And how is the long period of preparation
to be justified? Bible school, the building up of
a support network, training, language school, and
the many other steps that need to be taken before
the actual work begins: can it be pursued with conviction
and integrity if it is only in aid of a few years
of service? Today's job market notwithstanding, missions
work is perhaps best not submitted to attempted justifications
based on career trends in general.
Nevertheless, there are things to be said for the
more flexible approach as well. Recognizing God's
call is not only a matter of knowing where to start
and what to do, but also of knowing when to finish
and when to change. The sort of commitment that had
missionaries of past centuries heading to the field
with whatever belongings they could pack into a coffin
was an unflinching declaration of the type of commitment
that burns all bridges. There is something brazenly
final and uncompromising about it which, while in
keeping with the total surrender that God requires,
may move one to the point of extreme difficulty in
remaining open to further leading. Even today there
are missionaries who never even consider the possibility
that their work may be finished before their life
is, and that there is another realm in which they
are needed and into which they are being called. This
sort of example may cause those who feel a call of
some sort to not respond to it at all because they
have learned to think of missionary callings as something
you are so sure of that you literally bet your life
on it.
Given that service to God is a lifelong calling, and
that this may take any number of forms that are not
limited to full-time intercultural missions work,
it does not necessarily follow that the job description
and geographical location is to remain constant. Following
God's leading is a lifelong process, and one that
we often feel we need to invest much time and energy
in discerning.
There is a certain efficiency in making this choice
once and for all. One who has just emerged victoriously
from a long struggle to find and follow God's leading
may heave a sigh of relief at the thought that this
process of searching and finding is now finished and
will never have to be repeated. But he may be forever
deaf to the voice of God telling him when to move
on. At the same time, remaining always open to the
possibility of God calling us to break off our tents
yet again can be a very unrestful way of life, and
one in which it is difficult to allow oneself to settle
sufficiently in order to be of use to anyone.
Discerning God's calling is an exercise in patience,
discipline, and, yes, frustration in most of our lives.
And if the older missionaries I talk to are to be
believed, it does not get easier. So there is, on
the one hand, the sort of flexibility that has one
abandoning the current ministry at the slightest word
from God. This makes it difficult to do the work whole-heartedly
and invest in long-term goals. On the other hand,
the sort of commitment that takes a call and makes
it a life purpose makes it difficult to hear and follow
when it is time to declare an assignment finished
or a new task as God's leading.
Now it would be very brazen of me to claim that there
is a simple solution to this matter. What I will carefully
suggest, however, is that the dilemma has been incorrectly
stated in the previous paragraph. The idea of "abandoning
the current ministry at the slightest word from God"
has the disadvantage of referring to "slight"
words from God, which I daresay none of us has ever
come across. We may constantly encounter promptings
whose origins are unclear, but if we know that God
has spoken, then the ropes with which we are tied
to our current situation are irrelevant. God may have
revealed Himself to Elijah in a quiet whisper, but
there was nothing "slight" about that (note
Elijah's reaction). Ultimately what we need to realize
is that searching for the will of God is not some
bothersome task that we have to put up with when we
could be serving Him more effectively with that time;
it is the purpose for which we were created. What
is incidental (or, more accurately, a mere outward
result) is the service which we do. It is not a question
of our loyalty to a certain form of service; what
is all-important is our loyalty to the God in whose
name this service is done.
-Marco Klaue, October 2003